Chinese Laundry, San Francisco 1884
                      Bob Bradshaw
                                            
                    The Pacific, like a banker with an unpaid note, stands between him and happiness.
 His daughters
 play in a village thousands of miles
 away.
 He writes long letters in the evenings
 by a slumping candle. He washes laundry
 seven days a week.
 He was a scholar in China. Now
 he washes shirts by hand. When he irons
 he's as homesick as any miner.
 He keeps his wife's picture by his bed
 in the back
 and rarely goes out. Loneliness
 should be kept from the public.
 Only a sense
 of decency keeps him from writing home
 more often. It would be pathetic,
 he thinks, for a man to weep openly.
 Or to write letters relentlessly.
 But he must do something. His daughters
 are growing older. They are growing faster
 than his small savings.
 From the back of the laundry he can hear
 the Pacific knocking against the pier.
 It urges him to work harder. Piles
 of laundry grow in the corners,
 and are always there,
 like stalagmites growing from a cave's
 floor. He stacks the clean clothes
 in small bundles as meticulously
 as if they were his daughters'
 clothes. He works deep into dusk.
 He saves his money to pay for his family's
 passage. What else can
 a man of letters
 do?
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